Sick again ...

On the 26th of December , the Boxing Day ...
i went to kuala kangsar and taiping to have my dinner ...
but ...

That day , i suddenly felt my stomach was very pain .
it was 3am in the morning ...
i tried stand the pain , hoping that my pain will leave ,
but it just continued and become serious .

I have no idea , so i decided to wake my mum up...
the pain was just like a knife , cutting my intestines ... it was so painful !!!
i went to toilet but in vain , and i can't even walk !!!

i was in my kampung that night ...
there is no clinic there ...
my god ...
it's getting serious , and i have no energy ...
i was tired .

my mum and grandmother was very worried , especially my granny ...
she is now 80 something years old , i don't mean to frighten her but my stomach was really pain .
i told my mum , i must get a doctor ...

i woke my uncle up , and we drove back to ipoh ...
on the way , the pain still attacking me ...
i thought ipoh is a city , IT SHOULD BE EASY TO FIND A 24 HOURS CLINIC
but i was wrong ...
i can't stand my pain anymore ,
i need to go hospital .

we reach FATIMAH HOSPITAL ,
i entered to emergency room ...
frotunately , the doctor is my mum's clien !
gosh ... i can't care this anymore , what i need is to cure the pain !!!

O...M...GOD...
the doctor gave me an INJECTION ...
wus....the pain in my stomach gone ...
she gave me some tablets of pills ...
and we went back home .

eveything last for almost 5 hours ,
am i great ...
hz ...

i upload this two days after this incident ,
but right now , my stomach still pain ...
it haven't gone yet ...

gosh!!!!!!!
please recover faster !!!!!!
pray for me ...
its suffering ...

Come Back ~~

Hello , everybody ...
I'm back !!! From Singapore ...
Unfortunately , i didn't see lee minho there ... but its all right ...

When i reached Johor , i straight away sms my friends , worm and orang utan ...
but they told me a bad news ...
its about my super junior ...
Hankyung , sm , and the 脑残zhoumi ...
ZHOUMI REALLY GIVES A LOT OF PROBLEM AND I THINK HE SHOULD LEAVE SJM !!!!!!!!

Donghae's hair was terrible , but luckily he changed his hair style a few days ago ... haha ...
i just watched sorry sorry answer . It was fantastic !!!
They sang the song so well , and all the sj members gathered again [ except kangin and kibum ]
i don't know why kibum hasn't back to sj , but i hope he will come back soon , same as kangin .

Second ...
i had a ball of time in Singapore . I really appreciate the time in Singapore .
It was fun . I managed to forget all the problems i met here ,
but when i came back , everything changed back to normal .
I realised that , the problems haven't left , they just ' temporaly ' away ...
when i came back , it started again , and became more serious ...

OMG ... my aunt advised me to be open-minded ...
i tried to accept and face the situation that i'm having now .
i tried to be patient , i tried hard to be happy ,
but someone does not want to coorperate with me .

All i want just everyone to be happy ,
but he really make me sick !!!!!!!
now , i'm afraid of my house .
i love to be alone in my house , in fact , i want to be alone .
i don't want any quarrels ... shouting ...
all i want is just a peaceful life .
i tried to let bygones be bygones ...
i want to leave , and have a peaceful life myself .

this holiday is terrbile .
this christmas is the worst since i was born ...
i don't have fun ...
christmas should be very happy , receiving present but not me ...
if i hadn't go to Singapore
maybe , i don't even realised christmas is coming ...

its funny is it ??
why my family become like this ...
i have to study hard now .
i want to leave this place .
i hate here .
i want to find a place which i think is suitable for me ,
it will always never be my home , my hometown .

However , although i don't have the mood ,
i still hope the others , my relatives , my friends ,
have a happy and enjoyable christmas !!!


Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year !!!! HOHOHOHO !!!!!

P/S : I wan a christmas present , from santa claus ...

21th of December

i'm not going to see LEE MINHO edi ...
too expensive ...
80 something , singapore dollar...
how to go ...???


hz...
have to go back to Malaysia edi ...
bye :]

Singapore!Singapura!

wahaha!!!!!
i'm sorry to tell u all that:
LEE MINHO IS COMING TO SINGAPORE ON THE 21TH OF DECEMBER !!!!

Then ,
maybe ...
we are...
going ????

just want to tell my friends...
dun get me wrong...

SINGAPORE!!SINGAPURA!!

hello...
i'm now at Singapore...
will be back on the 23th of December ...

my cousin brother is just like my brother...MY GOD!!!!
however , i love Singapore :]

I hate holiday ...
WHY ???

1.I have to look at my brother and sister for all day long.
2. I can't meet my friends...i miss them so much...
3. I don't want to stay at home , DAMN BORING !!!!
4. four walls in my room are sucking my energy ...
5. My laptop is so far yet so near for me , can see it but can't touch it ...
6.i miss him so much...
7.i can't discuss my husbands with my friends.
8.i miss my husbands...

Anyway, I decided to have a little holiday for myself ...
i'm going to Singapore myself for about 2 weeks...
most important is , i can get rid of my two younger sister and brother
they are irritating and if i still have to face them ,
i think i will become sick ...

NO IDEA ...

想请教一个问题:
请问一次的失败,就等于永远的失败吗?

我的弟弟 , 这次的考试非常不理想 , 难道就要一直数落他吗?
难道就因为考试 , 就要搞到全家都不高兴吗?
一个人成绩不理想 , 真的是哪个人想要的 ?
我今天考到不好 , 有谁会比我自己更伤心 , 有没有人想到这点 ?

so scary ... it's really scary ...
now , i can't find any peace at home .
everyday , after my dad comes back from work , he will scold my brother .
i very understand that he is very dissapointed with my brother's result ,
but he may don't know that maybe actually my brother himself is the saddest .

only my brother knows whether he himself did put in effort in his study or not ,
but everything had happen , we can't change anything .
Should my father keep reminding us that my brother failed this time ?!
I really can't understand my father !!!

he told everybody that his son's result is bad , is this a good thing to do ?
tell the whole world that my son failed !!!???
he don't even give him support ...
keep tellling his son :' nanana...ifu don't want to study , u can come out to work , just like this children workng here ...' he talked about this where we were in a restaurant for dinner or whatever ...
MY GOD !!!!! is my father looking down at the children there ?
is it we failed once , meaning that we will never be success forever ? this is what my father mean ...

friends ... maybe i will not be online for a few days , bacause i decided to stay at my kampung for a few days ...
i hope everything will be alright soon :]
GOD BLESS ME ...

Holiday 2 ~

okok...
please forgive me , its not I DON'T WANT TO UPDATE , but i can't update ...
i hope i can back to school earlier , i really can't stand my brother wasting his time playing computers games ...
he plays the whole day , then when my dad is back ,
he scolded him the whole night ...
conclusion is : the computer has to be kept for a long time ...
the most important is : my dad scolded my mum too ...

i am wondering ...
who is the one who taught my brother to become such an irresponsible person ,
my heart told me that my dad is the one taught him ...
everyday my dad showed his 'black face' to me ... but i have no idea what to do ...

he asked :' what time ur brother started to play computer ?'
should i say :' don't know ? ' or ' the moment after he washed his face but before breakfast in the morning ? '
i hope my brother can think himself , he is too selfish ...
and now , thanks to my brother , my sister and i don't even allowed to watch tv at night ...
what to do ????

ok...something make me feel good is :
that night in momo cafe ...
we had a dinner my friends , everyone turned up ,
except the one who always put me aeroplane , MISS CHEONG YEE LI / MRS CHICKEN WING
my purpose is to have steamboat honestly , haha ...
but after we had a ' long' coversation with my 'old' friend , i finally found the different feeling which i've lost for a long time ...
that day was a memorable day ... she finally did it !!!
and thanks to my 'oldest friend' : MISS LIMPEI SUNGMIN CHAN !!!!!
she really helped us a lot ...
but i think she SHOULD HELP US , because she is one of our gang...
THANK YOU!!!

i still have a sad news ...
my cousin from China , suddenly sent us a bad news ...
his dad , my uncle , has CANCER !!
and now , his son still dare not to tell him this news ,
and they are trying to make a fake medical report for his dad .
my mum tild me that the cancer has already reached the last stage ,
so...maybe i don't have a chance to see him anymore ...

i thought we still have a chance to see them when they come to M'sia ,
but their family i think now , still don't have the money to come here .
However , i still hope that he is stand for a longer time , as we have the 2nd chance to visit him next time :]

thats all for today , and last but no least :

Happy Birthday Mrs CW
[ CHEONG YEE LI ]
HOPE U HAVE AN ENJOYABLE BIRTHDAY THIS YEAR!!!

Holidays !!!

wow! Long time no see everyone !!
Since my friends keep requiring to update my blog ... so ...
Finally , my laptop is back !!!
yes my friends !! I can continue with my KoMinam !!! wohoo !!!

Now is holiday but i feel boring ...
its only the 3rd day but i started to miss my friends ...
On Monday , karyee , lishing , limpei's brother and i went for a movie 2012 !!!!!!
its really AMAZING !!!!
a bit behsong with my friends because all of them ' put me aeroplane ' ...
only lishing and karyee ... i love you !!!

just now watch a new variety show , by KangHodong and a very HANDSOME GUY !
HE IS CUTE !!!!! [i'll find out his name later]
i watched the 1st episode , and G-Dragon and Seungri was there !! my god !! THEY ARE SO CUTE !
I realised that i had abandoned BigBang for a long time ... nevermind !
HUI TING IS BACK !!! WAHAHA !!!

want to write something about my trip to China ... but i have to try to upload my photos to facebook first ... hz ...
i want to share my expriences there with my friends ...
but i don't think they want to listen to me ... sigh !!!!

p/s:i want to put more my husbands' photo here ... wait me :] G-Dragon !!!!!!!!!!!!

6 November - 14 November

I'm back from Hongkong , China , and Macau ...
It was really fun , amazing but a bit tiring trip ...
On the 6 of November , EARLY in the morning , 1am ...
we went to the Pinang airport ...
well...i think we are the only people in the airport ... [ we reached there a bit early ]

HOWEVER , we managed to check in our luggage , and started our journey to HongKong on the AirAsia flight ... well ... as usual , the flight was delayed .
At about 10 am in the morning , we finally arrived at HongKong airport ...
newspaper also mentioned about some movie stars hanging around in the Hongkong , but i didn't see anyone ... SIGH !!!
HongKong airport !!
well...this is the second time i went Hk for a trip , but this time was better ...
after having my first lunch in HK , we went for cable car to see a very BIG buddha status ...

Its long , high , but not very dangerous
its quite boring because the distance to reach the Buddha statue is a bit long ...

DANG DANG DANG DANG !!!!!!

Next ... 升旗山... 蜡像馆...[what is this in english ?]

my sister and i ... together with teoh's new husband :]
just pause for today... bye !!

DANG !!!!!!

Today is happy !

Firstly , i'm going for holiday soon !

i've waited this for a long time because i'm too tired here ...

haha !!!

second: TODAY i finally went to KOREAN BBQ with my friends ! so fun !!!

we sat there for almost 3 hours , eating , taking pictures , and talking gossips ... haha ... but its expensive ... REALLY EXPENSIVE ...

means there will be no second time for me ...

took some pictures there :

its the orang utan eating ice-cream ...

something funny here ...

haha...there are more pictures , but thats all for today !!

Happy November everybody !!!!

p/s : hope i will win tomorrow's debate competition !!! wohoo !!!

sadness...dissapointment...desperation...hopeless

today is bad day ...
i try to ask myself : am i still suitable in this world ?
is it the time to leave ?

i'm tired...
i want to give up ...
this world is cruel ...
i can't believe anyone ...
a friend ask me : she is your friend , why don't you believe her ?
i say : no , i only believe in myself .
its tiring ...
everytime , i try to be optimistic , be good ...
but in vain...
sometimes , i really want to leave this world ...
but i have too many that haven't done .

Friends are important ...
i'm very happy that some of my friends had found their best friend , but not me...
i find , and find , and find ... but she/he is not here yet ...

this whole week for me is terrible ...
really terrible ...
but i can't say it out ...
i just can say it for myself : be patient

i hope everything will be all right ...
then , maybe one day ...
i can leave them without any regrets ...

when the time is ready ,
when i'm too tired ,
then its the time for me to leave ...

yahoo ! finally the stupid exam is over !
today is Sunday , but most of the result will be given tomorrow...
hz...

these 2 weeks were reallllly terrible ...
today is Sunday !
but still very sad today...
I WANNA SEE MY LEE MINHO !!!
HE IS COMING TO MALAYSIA !!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i don't have the luck to see him ... although he is my husband ...
last friday , xinying,yeeli,and miss tham went to parade to buy dunno wat mask or whatever ,
they got a LEE MINHO'S file !!!
only me , can see but cannot touch ...
really TERRIBLE , HORRIBLE and VEGETABLE ...

the MOST TERRIBLE is ...
my mum is going to kl , without telling me ...
ish...make me so angry ...

EXAM IS HORRIBLE !!!
although its over , but the result is more HORRIBLE ...
maybe will fail some of the subjects ...

BIOLOGY is important ,
if not , i'll have say bye bye to Mano ...
hope this time will do better,
maybe i can't see you anymore :]

alas ... LEE MINHO !!!
and almost forgot , my most important HUSBAND ...
LEE DONGHAE !
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY !!!
I LOVE YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Still have ONE week ...

I don't like to say but its really only have ONE week before my exam ...

hz ...

sure this time will die ...

haven START some of the subjects ... OMG ...

but i'll try ... to get sacrifice some playing time to study ...

I'LL TRY !!!

i'll try............................

wooooowwwww, thursday that day was FANTASTIC !

i saw him again ! He was there again !!!

oooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

can't wait for NEXT THURSDAY !!!!!!!

ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NEXT !

thanks to jinhru shii and yiwen shii ,

we were given an idea on how to solve our problems ...

i think it can work on us , but don't know it works on HER or not ...

we can't afford to have our gathering at KOREAN BBQ ... { our gang's money pocket is lacked of money }

instead of bbq , we'll just have mcd ... sobx ...

we will be having it right after the exam , hopefully ...

i hope it works !

we are thinking idea to solve all these petty problems ...

but now I HAVE TO CONCENTRATE IN MY STUDIES !!!!

BM :my kata kosa is bad

BI : my vocab is bad

BC : i hate the teacher...but i love chinese :]

MATHS : not sure ...

ADD MATHS : my mum and dad said no eyes to see

CHEMI : erm...chapter 1-7 not und , others ok ...

BIO : i'm just waiting for the thursday bio class =]

PHYSICS : waiting to say bye ... byebye ...

SEJARAH : i'll read it if all the islamic chapters are not included...

MORAL : i'll try to get 60 above if no need to memorise bidang 1-7

SIVIK : thanks to teacher , i hate sivik :]

PJ : speechless ...

Thursday !!!

i'm hoping for THURSDAY now !
my god !
what am i doing now ??

hz...
that guy...
whats going on with me ?
i just can't stop thinking about him ...
what should i do ?!

actually this feeling is not bad ...
but its just ...

today i watched sj-m's mv !!!
Hankyung looked so cute ! just like me :]
and my DONGHAE !!!!
WAHSAI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my DONGHAE IS SO CUTE !
i shall put more his photos ...
loveeeeeeeeeeeee him so much !!!!!!!

REMNIDERS

its THURSDAY !!!!!!!

I'm Back !

Its been a long time !!!
Hello everybody !!!

Firstly , Selamat Hari Raya to everyone !
today , quite happy because a Malay neighbour just gave us a LEMANG ...
but inside the rice is not cooked enough ...

Secondly , today is Thursday !!!!
my god ! what a beautiful Thursday ...
i'm trying to show some of my husbandS again today but ...
the orang utan yeeli said want to send me to tanjung rambutan ...
hey , I'M JUST SAYING THE TRUTH .... please forgive me ...

and next next next ...
Saturday ... our debate farewell went on smoothly ...
and they like my video !!!
my first VIDEO !
woah .... so happy ....

Today is Thursday !
is Thurday !
since there were some noise , i decided to do a bit changes in the huiting's playlist ...
i hope u guys like this song ...

I have a lot to write ...
but have to go now ...
don't worry my friend ,
i sure will tell u my other HUSBANDS ...
whether u like it or not :]

Bloody Hell ...

yoyoyo!!!!!!!!
debate is coming !!!!

a bit behsong the alice chong...
the whole week in shool in DAMN DAMN BORING !!!!
but luckily, we watched a movie - SEPET .

Sepet is it mean someone with small eyes ??
it's referring me ??
blek...
i think my eyes are big ...
i'm just saying the TRUTH !!!!

sigh...nobody wants to accept this truth , and i don't know WHY ???
and these few days , i found that my people wants my HUSBANDS !
they don't realise that my husbands already have ME !
HERE ... i don't mean anything ...
just to let the others know they already 名草有主 :]

these followings are my HUSBANDS :

SUPER JUNIOR !!!!!! 13 husbands !!!

next ...

TVXQ !!!

next ... i hope nobody kill me ... sigh ...


hahaha....a few among my husbands ...
they are still others , but i'll reveal to you next time :]
i didn't mean anything !!!


p/s: just hope i still have the chance to write this blog ...

hahaha...
today i'm so happy !!!!
we went to ISC for sports!
we played badminton,pingpong and SQUASH !!!
so happy...

but i forgot to take pictures with my beloved friends...

and we talked about him again...
hz...
miss him so much , but i know i'll never see him again ...
there are so many couples in the earth ,
i hope they can be happy forever :]
especially u ...

Remember ... Memories ...

Yohoo!!!
my cousin sister just delivered a baby!!!!
a cute little baby girl !!!
wahaha...so cute...
she reached a just a few hours only...the first few hours on the earth !!!

wow...my cousin sister looks so happy and relief...
her husband is so happy...
they have their own children already !!
so fast ...
our family has a new member ...
after my cute lock lock ...
this is the second baby !!!!!!!!!!!!
so sweet ... so cute ...

these few days ...
i think a lot...
i miss him...
i really really miss him...
i didn't mention him for a long time...
i thought i had forgotten him , but actually not ...
i shouldn't play the game TRUE OR DARE !!!!!!
ish...i should not say it out ...
it just make me think of him , remember him ...

p/s:look at the first word this paragraph,its all I I I I I I I I

Look At This !!!!

oh...look at this !! Its our 3p6 ... Happy Memory ...

Happy Birthday Pn.Lim ...

and also our

Minglei , ZhiEn,Junyeng and Amy !!!!!

My Holiday ...

OH!MY!GOD!
thanks to god , i'm sick at the first day of holiday...
when i woke up from my afternoon nap,i started coughing...
then?
the next day,i felt no energy...
i went to see a doctor,
and the doctor said i had fever...

my god!
fever???? is it H1N1????
i think its not...
okok,don't worry my friend...
its not H1N1 ,OK ??
i hope so...

so,this had spoiled all my holiday plan,
i was first planned to finish my homework in time , but now ...
i planned to attend my friend's birthday party but now ... hz...
i planned to study some books , but now ? hz ...

my limpei wants me to attend her sharing tomorrow [ tuesday ] ,
but should i go ?
even i can go also no use , but nobody is gonna fetch me ...
or maybe i should say , nobody DARE to fetch me , or come near me ...

星期六，我受一个坏消息。。。
我的姑婆，离开了。
享年80多岁。。。
没想到去年的新年，是最后一次。。。
她一直都在老人院，每一次去老人院探望她，
都会发现她的情况越来越糟糕，
虽然与姑婆不是很熟，但是毕竟是亲人。。。
心中不免有一丝丝的难过。
希望姑婆在第二个世界能快乐的度过。。。
希望她能安息。
R.I.P ...

i hope tonight , i can recover ...
i hope to become a healthy person ...
i hope i can see every 4s5 friends on the 30th of August :]

WE GATHER AGAIN !!

WAHAHA...
today 3p6 gather again ...
i'm so happy ...
today we celebrated Pn.Lim's birthday...
at1.40pm, we rushed to music room,
then we prepared our shanhuihai ...

then we waited for teacher , but suddenly poh said teacher don't want to come , because she very malu wor ...
since she don't want to go music class ,
then our whole class went to the office ...
and sang Happy Birthday to her ...

i know she was very touched ... hehe ...
later we all went back to music room ,
and sang a birthday song once again ...
but this time , its not only for Pn.lim but also for the 3p6 August stars !
Minglei , ZhiEn , JunYeng and Amy ,but Amy left early ... too sad ...
i know they were happy ...
then its time to eat !!!
A moist chocolate cake from Deli Garden !
wasai!3p6's favourite cake !
every year we'll buy this cake , its so delicious...

then,
luckily poh brought a camera ,
we took pictures together...
a very memorable picture...

wahaha...
really very fun...
its the second time we 3p6 gather together , since janeyi's farewell...
the feel was very good...
i'll miss today...

but today i had a bad news too...
i got really bad in my maths...
i know why i can get this result...
its really a punishment from god ...
hope that i'll get better next time...
i'm so sad...
really sad,sad,sad...

and another thing made my behsong so much ...
my rm50 !!!!!!!!!
gave to that chicken wing edi !!!!!!
ish ...
omg,my rm50...

p/s:i'll work harder next time ...

Happy Birthday !

wohoo!!!
first of all ,
Happy Birthday to my friends !!!!

on the 18th of August , is my best friend's birthday !!!
i hope she can be happy and healthy forever ...
actually nothing to talk about her ,
because one day she don't change ,
nothing will happen :]
but still hope she is happy for what she have now ,
try to be satisfied for what she have now ...
without any complains ...
i hope so ...

on the 19th of August , is my another friend's birthday !!
she is a very good , good , friends ...
but she keeps calling me shit ,
that make me a bit behsong ...
but still wish her HAPPY BIRTHDAY , Jihoo {blek} shii !!!!

still have another good news , and some bad news ...
firstly , some of my results improved !!
especially my chemistry ...
maybe for the other students , it makes no difference ,
but for me ,
its really GREAT !
hz... marks from 30 something improved to 60
maybe its still not very good ,
but at least , my efforts showed some results .
physic and sejarah too
had improved ...
although a just a few marks ,
but at least , i know where am i now :]

actually they are still c ...
my chemi , physic got c ...
but i hope next time will be 'b'
i'm not like the others , aiming for 'A1' or 'A'
but at least a 'B' will just fine :]

still have bad news ...
there ARE subjects that dropped ...
oh my god , my ENGLISH !!!
got a 'C' !!!
and my add maths dropped too ...
a 'D' , or maybe 'E' ...
i'm not sure ...
my god !
what should i do ???
hz......................................
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

no title for this week

nothing happened this actually ...
just had my first ' ponteng' on wednesday...
i told my mum that i wanted to do my revision, but i wasted many hours watching hongkong series... hehe ...
but i got study ok ? just have a few hours to take a rest ... lol.

thursay and friday had my august test ...
still the same , questions that don't know how to answer were more than something i know ...
i'm still wondering why what i always studied didn't come out in the exam ...
i thought my sixth sense is the most accurate one ...
results say 'no'.

All right...
i give up...
will work harder next time...
my god!
i always say the same thing after an examination ...
things make no difference :[
what to do ?
people always says that , every student is different .
some are very good in languages { bm , bi , or bc }
some are good in science and maths ,
some are good in art or music ,
but i don't seem good in any of this ...
sigh...

my mouth only can say , but cannot do ...
what to do ?
luckily this is only august test ,
i'm not going to kill myself this time ...
but maybe the year-end test ...
oh no !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nothing happened this week ...
really !
just did bad during my exam ,
ponteng school ,
managed to live without music for one week because my dad kept my laptop in a secret place where i can't find ...
barely can breath because of the useless nose ...
wanted to eat rice but given a bowl of porridge ...
thats all !!!

really ...
just these few things happened ...
nothing serious actually ...
haha.lol.


p/s : stop saying my harry potter background is ugly ok ??

Again and Again :[

again and again ...
yesterday [ 8th of August ] was my dad's birthday ,
but he is sick today ...
He scolded my sister early in the morning ... maybe due to his bad mood ...
everything went wrong early in the morning ...
hz ...

again , my dad scolded my mum ...
i can't help anything ...
i hope everything will be fine ...

4S5 Rocks !!!

OH MY GOD ! OH MY GOD ! OH MY GOD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OUR 4S5 really got the champion !!!!
Its CHAMPION !!!
really , really happy when we were announced as the champion .
The god really saw our hardwork !
very thank you to all students from 4s5 , we really did the good job !!
4S5 ROCKS !!!

we prepared our horror maze for almost one month ...
i can't believe that we really succeeded ...
this is the first time we do this horror maze together , with my4s5 ...
i'm really proud of 4s5 ...

Horror maze gave me many wonderful memories ...
i still can remember clearly when our whole class stayed till 5 something to 'built' our horror maze ...
although it was tired , but it was fun ...
we got to each other well , and i found that we had changed ...
something that i have not exprienced before ...
its was WONDERFUL !!!

today , i watched the last episode of ' Mo Fan Bang Bang Tang '
really felt very sad because this show gave me a lot of happiness ...
my tears started to roll down ...
hz...

it makes me think of my 3p6 , a class that i loved very much ...
lots happiness , sadness ...
still cam remember the moment we played music in our music room with pn .lim
we played all the instruments ...
discussed together before PMR ,
we played , cried , laughed together , just like ' Mo Fan Bang Bang Tang ' ...

3p6 really not the same as 4s5 ...
many things 3p6 can do , but 4s5 can't
but there are something 4s5 can do , but 3p6 can't ...
I love both 4s5 and 3p6 ...

Students from 4s5 really different ,
i have to admit that , sometimes i really felt tired ,
they learn things so fast , and sometimes i felt it is not easy to catch up with them ...
but somehow , it taught me many things ...
i feel so proud in 4s5 , and i hope i can spend more time with them :]

oh................................
today i talked to much ,
suddenly said too much things ...
i also don't know why ...

Harry Potter!!!!!!!!!!

Hi!!
Today is Sunday !
Guess what ? i watched Harry Potter for the second time ...
well , i like Harry Potter very much , but wasting money to watch the second time was a bit ...
well , somehow i think some problems were solved ! and hope everything will be fine :]
Harry Potter !!!!! I love you !!!


p/s : i really can't live without harry potter...

Friday...

Its me again !!!
my god!!yesterday the debate i really...
hz...what should i do ??
although we entered the 2nd round , but can i still maintain last year's result ??
the 'best debater' will be other person already...
it won't be me anymore...
its hard the get the first place , but its harder to maintain the first place...
really hope we can WIN !

and...
Pn.Lau still haven't come back yet...
I'M SO SORRY , PN.LAU !!!
PLEASE COME BACK !!!
if u come back , i promise to get 80 above in my maths and add maths...
please come back !!!

and...
my friend,
we have to settle our things...
if we did anything wrong , very sorry ...
but if we didn't do anything wrong , can you please don't hate us anymore ??!!
i really don't understand why u so 'behsong' us ...
and please...
don't be like that :]

We can become friends is a miracle...
among so many people , why are we friends ?
Friends are Forever !!!
that's what u always tell us ...
and now ??
u think yourself ...
did u do anything wrong ?
is it we are the only who make wrong ?
u are all correct ??

true friends are not easy to find ,
but it will be harder if u still act like that ...
you want true friends , they are actually beside you
but u don't realise ...

its all right if u don't take us as your friends now ,
but REMEMBER ...
we WERE friends before ...
try to take our advice ...
you will be better.
Don't think you are only one who is suffering ,
you are also MAKING the others suffer ...
and they are innocent ...

and...
EXAM !!!
something i hate the most !!!
I HATE EXAMS !!!

and at last...
hope bc and vivi can become friends again :]



p/s : watch " gee" sang by Super Junior in my "IPOD" , I really like this :]

Finally !!

wahaha!!!!!
Finally i managed to ' make ' a ipod here !! wohoo ....
actually today is a busy day , but i still spend some time here...
actually there was nothing special today , just a bit nervous because tomorrow will be having my debate competition...
i dare not speak out loud in front of the people , i really don't ...
i hate holding mic and talk in front ...
but i have no idea ... i don't want to go the competiton tomorrow ...
i know i will die very fast ...

i'm not a very good debater...
well , everybody knows that ...
last year , i think i did a good job , but i think this year ...
everything will change ...
my teachers will be very disappointed ...
friends will look at me like.............................................
i also don't know should say what ...

at last , just hope tomorrow de competition can WIN !!!

Finally !!!

Finally !!!
I created a chatbox !!!
Miss Thang , did u see this ?? Its a c-box !!!
wahaha...
and guess what ?? i finally have FRIENDS !!! WOHOO !!!
but i didn't put someone's name , i dare put the name ... hz ...
These few days i was TOO quiet ...
I also don't know why ...
maybe the other didn't realise , but i know myself ...

We did very well during the CANTEEN DAY !!
4S5 HORROR MAZE is the best !!!!!!!!
many things too say ... but don't know how to express ...
we did our best ...
although we lost , but for us
WE DID OUR BEST and
WE ARE THE BEST !!!




4s5 ROCKS !!!

what is this ??

what is this ??
someone said something i don't understand ...
why is she talking like that ? who is she referring to ?
someone's attitude can change ... someone has to tolerate ...
of course we are not judging a person by his or her face ...
although she looks fierce , but if she really good , we still can make friends with them ...
dun try to be so sad ... everybody must be happy , that's why i'm here supposed to be ...
friends of course can meet many problems...
dun cry my friend ...
i'm the one always start the conversation , u know who you are ...
i felt very tired ...
i'm the one who is wrong , i should not always give up ...
i should not always lend her ...
i really felt suffer ...
someone told me that i have to appreciate but its hard ...
i'm not the only one to suffer ...
what you wrote is really hurt ... and we all really don't how to face you...
yes, its our fault ...
we should always give you advice ...
we went the wrong way ,
and now everything change ...
i've told her many times ,
try to change her attitude will only make things better ...
one day she don't change , we can;t do anythings ...
she makes herself sad , we have no idea ...
but if she still don't want to wake up , i'm just so sorry ...
this is the last advice ,
i want to give you .

Debate!!

awahaha!! Tomorrow will be a debate demonstration ! I haven't find any info yet !!! ish ...
One week to go before our canteen day !! just hope everything will be all right ...
really...how to link my friends ??

Parents Day !

haha...today my mum went to school to get my report card ...
guess what ?? my teacher said i am a very hardworking student ...
actually i totally agree what my teacher told my mum just now ...
not a good result { still acceptable } , but i'll put in more efforts for the next test ...

these few weeks i'll be busy in preparing for our canteen day ...
i hope we can success , since this is the first project for 4s5 ...
the first and the last ...
25 of july is just around the corner ...
i'm hoping for the best :]

Thursday...

today is thursday...the day i hate the most...
my " laopo" [ u know who u r ] said she saw this blog ... hz ... what should i do ?
canteen day is just around the corner and everybody put in effort to do our maze but something makes me feel bad ...
that the teachers don't seem too concern about this canteen day...all teachers don't allow us use her period to discuss stuff about canteen day ... ISH !!! if we don't have the time to do it , how we can success ??
I don't know why the teachers love to teach so much ... :[
we are doing so hard to make our horror maze , but the teacher don't seem to bother about it ... keep teaching ... especially my math teacher ...
MATHS MAKE ME SICK !!!
3 weeks to go for our canteen day , i hope we can make it , the first time with 4s5 ... :]

i wrote one today ! where is it ??

how to link ?

haha...i don't know how to link my friend...
hz...
Today the school was doing something very lame...
take picture here and there , students suddenly became 'pro' de actress ...
what lah ! Its just TOO BORING ! ish ...

NEW BLOG DAY AGAIN !!

Hello, this is the first time i'm writing a blog , please support me especially my friends ... haha ...
I thought i'm the only one who always keep my true words in my heart , but today i found that i was wrong ...
I always save anything i felt bad in my heart , i don't want to let others know , including my friend ...
Now , i found that it will become a very serious problem ...
I'm now writing a blog , hope to express what i want to say and what i feel ... today is the first day , i hope i can open my mind and express everything i want ... hahaha ...

nice weather and enough for today :]

new blog day !

Boring Week

Is this a real blog ?
Am i writing a blog ??
What should i do now ?