god...
i really tired this week ...
homeworks are everywhere ...
especially the CHINESE !!!!!
why the hiong is making me hate the chinese ???
i'm really afraid of her ...

ok...just watched my heechul ...
he cried ...
really sad ...
i think its because of hankyung and the problems happened between sj members ...
and also the sm ...

in my opinion , if its not the sm , they will won't be so many problem ...
i really they can be all right soon ...
and i don't want them to cry ...
i want to see 13 of them be happy together ...

32o is the day ...
i should know that they don't have 13 of them ...
but i still wish that miracles will happen...

李特，希澈，韩庚，艺生，神童，强仁，东海，恩赫，始元，sungmin，圭贤，丽旭，基范。。。
就是这13只，要永远在一起！

Super Junior ~

ok...i din upload for a long time...
haha...
but there's a good news here !!

SUPER JUNIOR IS COMING !!!!!!!!!!
i hope i get a chance to see my REAL husbands ...
i really hope to see them ...

wish me good luck :]

i have nothing to say...just...

to TVXQ AND SUPER JUNIOR :


I TRUST THEM !!!

TVXQ : ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH ! this is what u said to cassiopeia


Super Junior : 13只永远在一起。。。。直到全世界宣布满宝蓝色天空那天。。。。
superjunior的定义是什么？是13！SJ会为ELF而存在！ELF也是为了SJ而活！相信其实并不难，所以我选择了相13不是一个数字，而是一种信念，是一种坚持，是一种守护，是一种坚定，是一种只有ELF和13子懂的爱... 不管发生什么事我们都会守护十三子!!!信！相信他们，相信13个人！直到永远！

Sick again ...

On the 26th of December , the Boxing Day ...
i went to kuala kangsar and taiping to have my dinner ...
but ...

That day , i suddenly felt my stomach was very pain .
it was 3am in the morning ...
i tried stand the pain , hoping that my pain will leave ,
but it just continued and become serious .

I have no idea , so i decided to wake my mum up...
the pain was just like a knife , cutting my intestines ... it was so painful !!!
i went to toilet but in vain , and i can't even walk !!!

i was in my kampung that night ...
there is no clinic there ...
my god ...
it's getting serious , and i have no energy ...
i was tired .

my mum and grandmother was very worried , especially my granny ...
she is now 80 something years old , i don't mean to frighten her but my stomach was really pain .
i told my mum , i must get a doctor ...

i woke my uncle up , and we drove back to ipoh ...
on the way , the pain still attacking me ...
i thought ipoh is a city , IT SHOULD BE EASY TO FIND A 24 HOURS CLINIC
but i was wrong ...
i can't stand my pain anymore ,
i need to go hospital .

we reach FATIMAH HOSPITAL ,
i entered to emergency room ...
frotunately , the doctor is my mum's clien !
gosh ... i can't care this anymore , what i need is to cure the pain !!!

O...M...GOD...
the doctor gave me an INJECTION ...
wus....the pain in my stomach gone ...
she gave me some tablets of pills ...
and we went back home .

eveything last for almost 5 hours ,
am i great ...
hz ...

i upload this two days after this incident ,
but right now , my stomach still pain ...
it haven't gone yet ...

gosh!!!!!!!
please recover faster !!!!!!
pray for me ...
its suffering ...

Come Back ~~

Hello , everybody ...
I'm back !!! From Singapore ...
Unfortunately , i didn't see lee minho there ... but its all right ...

When i reached Johor , i straight away sms my friends , worm and orang utan ...
but they told me a bad news ...
its about my super junior ...
Hankyung , sm , and the 脑残zhoumi ...
ZHOUMI REALLY GIVES A LOT OF PROBLEM AND I THINK HE SHOULD LEAVE SJM !!!!!!!!

Donghae's hair was terrible , but luckily he changed his hair style a few days ago ... haha ...
i just watched sorry sorry answer . It was fantastic !!!
They sang the song so well , and all the sj members gathered again [ except kangin and kibum ]
i don't know why kibum hasn't back to sj , but i hope he will come back soon , same as kangin .

Second ...
i had a ball of time in Singapore . I really appreciate the time in Singapore .
It was fun . I managed to forget all the problems i met here ,
but when i came back , everything changed back to normal .
I realised that , the problems haven't left , they just ' temporaly ' away ...
when i came back , it started again , and became more serious ...

OMG ... my aunt advised me to be open-minded ...
i tried to accept and face the situation that i'm having now .
i tried to be patient , i tried hard to be happy ,
but someone does not want to coorperate with me .

All i want just everyone to be happy ,
but he really make me sick !!!!!!!
now , i'm afraid of my house .
i love to be alone in my house , in fact , i want to be alone .
i don't want any quarrels ... shouting ...
all i want is just a peaceful life .
i tried to let bygones be bygones ...
i want to leave , and have a peaceful life myself .

this holiday is terrbile .
this christmas is the worst since i was born ...
i don't have fun ...
christmas should be very happy , receiving present but not me ...
if i hadn't go to Singapore
maybe , i don't even realised christmas is coming ...

its funny is it ??
why my family become like this ...
i have to study hard now .
i want to leave this place .
i hate here .
i want to find a place which i think is suitable for me ,
it will always never be my home , my hometown .

However , although i don't have the mood ,
i still hope the others , my relatives , my friends ,
have a happy and enjoyable christmas !!!


Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year !!!! HOHOHOHO !!!!!

P/S : I wan a christmas present , from santa claus ...

21th of December

i'm not going to see LEE MINHO edi ...
too expensive ...
80 something , singapore dollar...
how to go ...???


hz...
have to go back to Malaysia edi ...
bye :]

Singapore!Singapura!

wahaha!!!!!
i'm sorry to tell u all that:
LEE MINHO IS COMING TO SINGAPORE ON THE 21TH OF DECEMBER !!!!

Then ,
maybe ...
we are...
going ????

just want to tell my friends...
dun get me wrong...