Sick again ...

On the 26th of December , the Boxing Day ...
i went to kuala kangsar and taiping to have my dinner ...
but ...

That day , i suddenly felt my stomach was very pain .
it was 3am in the morning ...
i tried stand the pain , hoping that my pain will leave ,
but it just continued and become serious .

I have no idea , so i decided to wake my mum up...
the pain was just like a knife , cutting my intestines ... it was so painful !!!
i went to toilet but in vain , and i can't even walk !!!

i was in my kampung that night ...
there is no clinic there ...
my god ...
it's getting serious , and i have no energy ...
i was tired .

my mum and grandmother was very worried , especially my granny ...
she is now 80 something years old , i don't mean to frighten her but my stomach was really pain .
i told my mum , i must get a doctor ...

i woke my uncle up , and we drove back to ipoh ...
on the way , the pain still attacking me ...
i thought ipoh is a city , IT SHOULD BE EASY TO FIND A 24 HOURS CLINIC
but i was wrong ...
i can't stand my pain anymore ,
i need to go hospital .

we reach FATIMAH HOSPITAL ,
i entered to emergency room ...
frotunately , the doctor is my mum's clien !
gosh ... i can't care this anymore , what i need is to cure the pain !!!

O...M...GOD...
the doctor gave me an INJECTION ...
wus....the pain in my stomach gone ...
she gave me some tablets of pills ...
and we went back home .

eveything last for almost 5 hours ,
am i great ...
hz ...

i upload this two days after this incident ,
but right now , my stomach still pain ...
it haven't gone yet ...

gosh!!!!!!!
please recover faster !!!!!!
pray for me ...
its suffering ...

Come Back ~~

Hello , everybody ...
I'm back !!! From Singapore ...
Unfortunately , i didn't see lee minho there ... but its all right ...

When i reached Johor , i straight away sms my friends , worm and orang utan ...
but they told me a bad news ...
its about my super junior ...
Hankyung , sm , and the 脑残zhoumi ...
ZHOUMI REALLY GIVES A LOT OF PROBLEM AND I THINK HE SHOULD LEAVE SJM !!!!!!!!

Donghae's hair was terrible , but luckily he changed his hair style a few days ago ... haha ...
i just watched sorry sorry answer . It was fantastic !!!
They sang the song so well , and all the sj members gathered again [ except kangin and kibum ]
i don't know why kibum hasn't back to sj , but i hope he will come back soon , same as kangin .

Second ...
i had a ball of time in Singapore . I really appreciate the time in Singapore .
It was fun . I managed to forget all the problems i met here ,
but when i came back , everything changed back to normal .
I realised that , the problems haven't left , they just ' temporaly ' away ...
when i came back , it started again , and became more serious ...

OMG ... my aunt advised me to be open-minded ...
i tried to accept and face the situation that i'm having now .
i tried to be patient , i tried hard to be happy ,
but someone does not want to coorperate with me .

All i want just everyone to be happy ,
but he really make me sick !!!!!!!
now , i'm afraid of my house .
i love to be alone in my house , in fact , i want to be alone .
i don't want any quarrels ... shouting ...
all i want is just a peaceful life .
i tried to let bygones be bygones ...
i want to leave , and have a peaceful life myself .

this holiday is terrbile .
this christmas is the worst since i was born ...
i don't have fun ...
christmas should be very happy , receiving present but not me ...
if i hadn't go to Singapore
maybe , i don't even realised christmas is coming ...

its funny is it ??
why my family become like this ...
i have to study hard now .
i want to leave this place .
i hate here .
i want to find a place which i think is suitable for me ,
it will always never be my home , my hometown .

However , although i don't have the mood ,
i still hope the others , my relatives , my friends ,
have a happy and enjoyable christmas !!!


Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year !!!! HOHOHOHO !!!!!

P/S : I wan a christmas present , from santa claus ...

21th of December

i'm not going to see LEE MINHO edi ...
too expensive ...
80 something , singapore dollar...
how to go ...???


hz...
have to go back to Malaysia edi ...
bye :]

Singapore!Singapura!

wahaha!!!!!
i'm sorry to tell u all that:
LEE MINHO IS COMING TO SINGAPORE ON THE 21TH OF DECEMBER !!!!

Then ,
maybe ...
we are...
going ????

just want to tell my friends...
dun get me wrong...

SINGAPORE!!SINGAPURA!!

hello...
i'm now at Singapore...
will be back on the 23th of December ...

my cousin brother is just like my brother...MY GOD!!!!
however , i love Singapore :]

I hate holiday ...
WHY ???

1.I have to look at my brother and sister for all day long.
2. I can't meet my friends...i miss them so much...
3. I don't want to stay at home , DAMN BORING !!!!
4. four walls in my room are sucking my energy ...
5. My laptop is so far yet so near for me , can see it but can't touch it ...
6.i miss him so much...
7.i can't discuss my husbands with my friends.
8.i miss my husbands...

Anyway, I decided to have a little holiday for myself ...
i'm going to Singapore myself for about 2 weeks...
most important is , i can get rid of my two younger sister and brother
they are irritating and if i still have to face them ,
i think i will become sick ...

NO IDEA ...

想请教一个问题:
请问一次的失败,就等于永远的失败吗?

我的弟弟 , 这次的考试非常不理想 , 难道就要一直数落他吗?
难道就因为考试 , 就要搞到全家都不高兴吗?
一个人成绩不理想 , 真的是哪个人想要的 ?
我今天考到不好 , 有谁会比我自己更伤心 , 有没有人想到这点 ?

so scary ... it's really scary ...
now , i can't find any peace at home .
everyday , after my dad comes back from work , he will scold my brother .
i very understand that he is very dissapointed with my brother's result ,
but he may don't know that maybe actually my brother himself is the saddest .

only my brother knows whether he himself did put in effort in his study or not ,
but everything had happen , we can't change anything .
Should my father keep reminding us that my brother failed this time ?!
I really can't understand my father !!!

he told everybody that his son's result is bad , is this a good thing to do ?
tell the whole world that my son failed !!!???
he don't even give him support ...
keep tellling his son :' nanana...ifu don't want to study , u can come out to work , just like this children workng here ...' he talked about this where we were in a restaurant for dinner or whatever ...
MY GOD !!!!! is my father looking down at the children there ?
is it we failed once , meaning that we will never be success forever ? this is what my father mean ...

friends ... maybe i will not be online for a few days , bacause i decided to stay at my kampung for a few days ...
i hope everything will be alright soon :]
GOD BLESS ME ...

Holiday 2 ~

okok...
please forgive me , its not I DON'T WANT TO UPDATE , but i can't update ...
i hope i can back to school earlier , i really can't stand my brother wasting his time playing computers games ...
he plays the whole day , then when my dad is back ,
he scolded him the whole night ...
conclusion is : the computer has to be kept for a long time ...
the most important is : my dad scolded my mum too ...

i am wondering ...
who is the one who taught my brother to become such an irresponsible person ,
my heart told me that my dad is the one taught him ...
everyday my dad showed his 'black face' to me ... but i have no idea what to do ...

he asked :' what time ur brother started to play computer ?'
should i say :' don't know ? ' or ' the moment after he washed his face but before breakfast in the morning ? '
i hope my brother can think himself , he is too selfish ...
and now , thanks to my brother , my sister and i don't even allowed to watch tv at night ...
what to do ????

ok...something make me feel good is :
that night in momo cafe ...
we had a dinner my friends , everyone turned up ,
except the one who always put me aeroplane , MISS CHEONG YEE LI / MRS CHICKEN WING
my purpose is to have steamboat honestly , haha ...
but after we had a ' long' coversation with my 'old' friend , i finally found the different feeling which i've lost for a long time ...
that day was a memorable day ... she finally did it !!!
and thanks to my 'oldest friend' : MISS LIMPEI SUNGMIN CHAN !!!!!
she really helped us a lot ...
but i think she SHOULD HELP US , because she is one of our gang...
THANK YOU!!!

i still have a sad news ...
my cousin from China , suddenly sent us a bad news ...
his dad , my uncle , has CANCER !!
and now , his son still dare not to tell him this news ,
and they are trying to make a fake medical report for his dad .
my mum tild me that the cancer has already reached the last stage ,
so...maybe i don't have a chance to see him anymore ...

i thought we still have a chance to see them when they come to M'sia ,
but their family i think now , still don't have the money to come here .
However , i still hope that he is stand for a longer time , as we have the 2nd chance to visit him next time :]

thats all for today , and last but no least :

Happy Birthday Mrs CW
[ CHEONG YEE LI ]
HOPE U HAVE AN ENJOYABLE BIRTHDAY THIS YEAR!!!