NO IDEA ...

想请教一个问题:
请问一次的失败,就等于永远的失败吗?

我的弟弟 , 这次的考试非常不理想 , 难道就要一直数落他吗?
难道就因为考试 , 就要搞到全家都不高兴吗?
一个人成绩不理想 , 真的是哪个人想要的 ?
我今天考到不好 , 有谁会比我自己更伤心 , 有没有人想到这点 ?

so scary ... it's really scary ...
now , i can't find any peace at home .
everyday , after my dad comes back from work , he will scold my brother .
i very understand that he is very dissapointed with my brother's result ,
but he may don't know that maybe actually my brother himself is the saddest .

only my brother knows whether he himself did put in effort in his study or not ,
but everything had happen , we can't change anything .
Should my father keep reminding us that my brother failed this time ?!
I really can't understand my father !!!

he told everybody that his son's result is bad , is this a good thing to do ?
tell the whole world that my son failed !!!???
he don't even give him support ...
keep tellling his son :' nanana...ifu don't want to study , u can come out to work , just like this children workng here ...' he talked about this where we were in a restaurant for dinner or whatever ...
MY GOD !!!!! is my father looking down at the children there ?
is it we failed once , meaning that we will never be success forever ? this is what my father mean ...

friends ... maybe i will not be online for a few days , bacause i decided to stay at my kampung for a few days ...
i hope everything will be alright soon :]
GOD BLESS ME ...